today is one of those days where I simply am annoyed with everything.
1.
Roommates suck. At least the ones that I have had to live with. I am tired of selfish girls that dont care about anyone but themselves. They dont clean up after themselves. They expect you to share your clothes and pretty much everything else (ie: shampoo, razor, girl stuff... ect) with them, even if you tell them its not okey. They dont respect your stuff and they are so irresponsible its RIDICULOUS! I want to live with FRIENDS is that too much to ask. Out of the 8 roommates that I have had I can only say that I really feel like Ashley is a friend and that really happened more after she moved out!
2.
I want friends. am tired of being alone. Now I know that I should just go force myself into a group but that isnt my personality. I want people to want me. It's always been if Cristal is here thats cool and if she's not thats cool too. I feel like whenever I try and and get into a group the group suddenly stops hanging out with each other. Take for instance this last semester. The girls that I moved in with were all friends before i moved in. They hung out all the time. Had a "group". a few weeks after i moved in... no more group. They dont even hang out anymore and on those off days that they do... i'm not included. (that does not include boys who dont want to be friends but just want to hang out so that we can make out)
3.
English is my nightmare. Finals are this week and tomorrow morning is english. We have to right a rheotrical analysis which I HATE (yeah that much). They are so freaking hard. I just want to be done with that.
4.
Thatcher sucks and so does everyone that is here. for real. you have no idea how excited that i am to not be coming back here.
5.
single is what i want to be. Do i really need more reason than that. I dont want to be single so i can go play with tons of other guys. I dont want to be single because i dont like you anymore. I JUST DONT WANT TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP. why guys cant understand that I DONT KNOW! and its irritating when they want me to tell them over and over and over again why i wont be their girlfriend. I.AM.NOT.READY.TO.GET.MARRIED. if that is what you want---- move on.
I know that i am not perfect. That sometimes I am selfish and dont clean up after myself. i am in no way saying that my life is horrible. Because it is NOT. I have many opportunites and good things going on. But i can be bothered. i need to go study for that final. BLAH!!!!!
