Monday, July 16, 2012
New Blog
I was just going to add onto my current blog but Jordan wanted to start a new one of us together even though he probably wont ever post in it ever. Oh well. I wont be posting in this one anymore though. So if you would like to continue following me, and I sure hope that you do!
jordanandcristalsmith.blogspot.com
Hope to see you there <3
Friday, June 1, 2012
Taylor Andrews Hair Show
My friend Kara that goes to school at taylor andrews hair academy was doing a hair show and I was one of her models. They were assigned to do Wicked and I was to be the Tin Man. It took all day long to do and it was crazy long and a lot of waiting. But it was a fun experience, one that i probably wont be participating in again because it was a 14 hour day with paint all over me and a heavy hair piece pinned on my head all day long. Anyways here are the pictures. I don't think that grey is really my color but the finished product was fantastic.
Sunday, April 15, 2012
The beginning of forever.. :)
Early in the first week of April Jordan asked me if I wanted to go on a hike Saturday when I got off work, since it was starting to finally warm up in Utah. I didn't think much of it them because he does a lot of outdoor stuff and I just figured this was he first to many outings. So Saturday rolls around and I get off work a little early and call Jordan. He says to be ready at 530 so I have about an hours and I tell him that I am going to shower. He politely suggests that I wash my hair because I had not since Thursday. I agree but when I get into the bathroom and look at it in the mirror I think that it looks great for going on a hike and if I don't wash it then I can paint my nails :)
So Jordan picks me up and we go to Battle Creek falls in Pleasant Grove. Its not a very long hike, about half a mile. The trail goes up to the top of the fall and there was a trail that branched off that took you to the bottom of it. We went to the bottom. It was really pretty and there was tree that had fallen across the creek so I decided that I wanted to go sit on it. After Jordan put his camelback down he came and sat next to me and I thought to myself that maybe he was going to propose here.
He had told me that it was going to take another month to make my ring because he was getting it custom made but being a girl the thought crossed my mind that maybe he was lying to throw me off.
He did not propose on the tree though. So I crossed the tree and went to the bottom of the fall. There was a really big icicle because it had snowed the day before and I wanted Jordan to knock it down. After many tries he finally accomplished his task and we crossed the stream back to the other side to go to the top. We were only up there for a few minutes. What I didn't know was that Jordan was trying to decide if he wanted to do it at the top or the bottom. He chose the bottom. As we came to the fork that took you to the bottom again, I asked him if he wanted me to wait there while he went to get his backpack and he said "We're not leaving yet, I brought snacks" ha ha So We go back down and he gets granola bars out and some fruit snacks and I go sit a little ways away because the mist from the water was getting really cold. Jordan came and sat by me. At that point there was another couple that was down there also. And Jordan had left his backpack a ways from us so I asked him why and He said that he liked it against that rock which I thought was strange. Remember a small part of me is still thinking that maybe he has the ring and is going to propose. So we finish our snacks and he suggests that we go to take a few pictures. So we go over there and we take a few and none of them look good at all. While he starts to put his phone into his bag I try to walk around him and while I do that he rotates just slightly so his backpack in not in my view. Then Jordan grabbed me and just held me for a minute.
I can feel his heart pounding out of his chest so I mention that to him and He says that its because he is out of shape. I laugh and say that that makes me feel better because I was out of breath for most of the hike... not because it was long but because it was all up hill. and then he goes quiet for a minute and so I asked "What are you thinking about?" Jordan looked away and said "marrying you" At that point I figure that he could definitely be planning on proposing. So I ask him "like what part of is specifically?" and he just says all of it and that he loves me so much and I make him so happy stuff like that that I don't remember all too well. AND THEN he says "okay lets go" So I turn to leave, deciding that he is not going to do it and before I walk 2 step he says "oh wait one more thing" and I turn and he is down on 1 knee with the open ring box in his hand. And he says "You make me so happy, Cristal will you marry me?" and I am just kinda giggling, laughing, shocked, with my hands in front of my mouth and say "Is this real" ha ha
At least for me I had often thought about what my reaction would be to someone asking me to marry them and I was always a little scared of it. I knew that I wouldn't cry because I am not really like that but I just couldn't picture it happening. Apparently, I don't believe it and laugh a little.
Jordan Says some more nice things about loving me that I don't remember and I say "Yes" He tried to put the ring on but it wouldn't fit over my knuckle until I licked it.
When we were leaving he told me that we had reservations at a really nice restaurant
and at that point I regretted not washing my hair, But Jordan was nice enough to push the reservation back a little so I could go home and shower again.
I wore the ring around Saturday and Sunday and because it was so tight over my knuckle my finger was really swollen so Monday we went and got it re sized just barely from a 4.5 to a 4.75. Big difference.
Well that's it. That's how it happened. I love him so much and I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with him
First Picture together.
Byu Basketball game
Valentines Day
Trip to the Logan Temple. This is where I want to get married
Double date with Heather and Gavin, who actually just got engaged yesterday
Giants Spring Training game in Arizona. Jordan is pretty much obsessed with them
Long Boarding down the canyon
on our trip to Vegas for me to meet his parents, I love Arizona!!
Battle Creek Falls
My Beautiful ring!
So Jordan picks me up and we go to Battle Creek falls in Pleasant Grove. Its not a very long hike, about half a mile. The trail goes up to the top of the fall and there was a trail that branched off that took you to the bottom of it. We went to the bottom. It was really pretty and there was tree that had fallen across the creek so I decided that I wanted to go sit on it. After Jordan put his camelback down he came and sat next to me and I thought to myself that maybe he was going to propose here.
He had told me that it was going to take another month to make my ring because he was getting it custom made but being a girl the thought crossed my mind that maybe he was lying to throw me off.
He did not propose on the tree though. So I crossed the tree and went to the bottom of the fall. There was a really big icicle because it had snowed the day before and I wanted Jordan to knock it down. After many tries he finally accomplished his task and we crossed the stream back to the other side to go to the top. We were only up there for a few minutes. What I didn't know was that Jordan was trying to decide if he wanted to do it at the top or the bottom. He chose the bottom. As we came to the fork that took you to the bottom again, I asked him if he wanted me to wait there while he went to get his backpack and he said "We're not leaving yet, I brought snacks" ha ha So We go back down and he gets granola bars out and some fruit snacks and I go sit a little ways away because the mist from the water was getting really cold. Jordan came and sat by me. At that point there was another couple that was down there also. And Jordan had left his backpack a ways from us so I asked him why and He said that he liked it against that rock which I thought was strange. Remember a small part of me is still thinking that maybe he has the ring and is going to propose. So we finish our snacks and he suggests that we go to take a few pictures. So we go over there and we take a few and none of them look good at all. While he starts to put his phone into his bag I try to walk around him and while I do that he rotates just slightly so his backpack in not in my view. Then Jordan grabbed me and just held me for a minute.
I can feel his heart pounding out of his chest so I mention that to him and He says that its because he is out of shape. I laugh and say that that makes me feel better because I was out of breath for most of the hike... not because it was long but because it was all up hill. and then he goes quiet for a minute and so I asked "What are you thinking about?" Jordan looked away and said "marrying you" At that point I figure that he could definitely be planning on proposing. So I ask him "like what part of is specifically?" and he just says all of it and that he loves me so much and I make him so happy stuff like that that I don't remember all too well. AND THEN he says "okay lets go" So I turn to leave, deciding that he is not going to do it and before I walk 2 step he says "oh wait one more thing" and I turn and he is down on 1 knee with the open ring box in his hand. And he says "You make me so happy, Cristal will you marry me?" and I am just kinda giggling, laughing, shocked, with my hands in front of my mouth and say "Is this real" ha ha
At least for me I had often thought about what my reaction would be to someone asking me to marry them and I was always a little scared of it. I knew that I wouldn't cry because I am not really like that but I just couldn't picture it happening. Apparently, I don't believe it and laugh a little.
Jordan Says some more nice things about loving me that I don't remember and I say "Yes" He tried to put the ring on but it wouldn't fit over my knuckle until I licked it.
When we were leaving he told me that we had reservations at a really nice restaurant
and at that point I regretted not washing my hair, But Jordan was nice enough to push the reservation back a little so I could go home and shower again.
I wore the ring around Saturday and Sunday and because it was so tight over my knuckle my finger was really swollen so Monday we went and got it re sized just barely from a 4.5 to a 4.75. Big difference.
Well that's it. That's how it happened. I love him so much and I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with him
First Picture together.
Byu Basketball game
Valentines Day
Trip to the Logan Temple. This is where I want to get married
Double date with Heather and Gavin, who actually just got engaged yesterday
Giants Spring Training game in Arizona. Jordan is pretty much obsessed with them
Long Boarding down the canyon
on our trip to Vegas for me to meet his parents, I love Arizona!!
Battle Creek Falls
My Beautiful ring!
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
Love Is In The Air
So one of my best friends tied the knot recently and I was able to take a trip down to Arizona with my boyfriend to celebrate that with her. Savanna and I have known each other since I was 14 years old. Thats a long time. We were in shows together and took trips together. And everytime it was an adventure with her. I sometimes think that we didn't spend that much time together but when I really think about it I realize that it we have been in each others lives a lot. I love this girl and all that she has taught me. She is crazy and random but who doesnt need a little of that in their lives. She is also so caring and thoughtful and always willing to serve another. She is the greatest and I have been so blessed to have her in my life. So congrats to her on this new stage in life!!
Her bachelorette party. We made play doe penis'. Who wouldnt love that. Of course she would get the black one right. Ha
The bride and her maids. She has a lot more also but these were the friend ones.
Jordan and I at the Mesa Temple. I love this man. He's the best.
Her bachelorette party. We made play doe penis'. Who wouldnt love that. Of course she would get the black one right. Ha
The bride and her maids. She has a lot more also but these were the friend ones.
Jordan and I at the Mesa Temple. I love this man. He's the best.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Katie told me its time for an update on my blog, so here I am.
I haven't blogged for almost 2 months. What's happened...
Midnight showing of Footloose! Yes we made those shirts special for the movie. Probably the movie we were looking forward to all year! I loved it! I want to watch it again right now... well honestly all the time.
Halloween! The girls and I went to a party and had a great time. Gosh I love dancing... with my girls, its weird dancing with guys. We were all disney characters and I wore this outfit to work on Halloween. Fortunately I kept part of my high school uniform.
My Birthday!! Well I have officially started into the years of unexciting birthdays... not the birthdays particularly but the age. When you are 16 you get to drive, 18 you get to vote, 21 you are officially an adult, ect... 22 there is nothing exciting about that age, nothing really changes. But nonetheless, I had a wonderful birthday. My roommate Randi, made me a fantastic zebra birthday cake. She is so talented!
In November I got to go to California with the Brousseau's. It was a blast! They got us all the City Pass. It included a 3day park hopper to California Adventure and Disneyland, and a day at sea world, the san diego zoo, and Universal Studios. My favorite had to be Universal Studios. I don't know if I was just old when I first went to Disneyland, or because I have only been with kids, or maybe I am just heartless, but I have never been that impressed with Disneyland. The shows there were magical though. I love that during the holidays they have it "snow" during the fireworks.
And lastly, I started dating someone. This is Jordan. I finally trapped someone into being with me haha. Really though I am so lucky, he treats me so well. We met in October and talked and hung out pretty consistently during November. He's really funny, I love talking to him, and he is a good listener, I feel bad sometimes because I am used to having to repeat pretty much everything I say to guys at least 3 times, and he remembers everything so sometimes I tell him things more than once. Oh well. Anyway, usually I am pretty excited to be with him but sometimes I get a little anxiety, probably because I haven't dated someone in years. We'll see how it goes.
Anyways, that's pretty much all that has been going on, I am excited to come home for christmas and see all of you! Love you!!
I haven't blogged for almost 2 months. What's happened...
Midnight showing of Footloose! Yes we made those shirts special for the movie. Probably the movie we were looking forward to all year! I loved it! I want to watch it again right now... well honestly all the time.
Halloween! The girls and I went to a party and had a great time. Gosh I love dancing... with my girls, its weird dancing with guys. We were all disney characters and I wore this outfit to work on Halloween. Fortunately I kept part of my high school uniform.
My Birthday!! Well I have officially started into the years of unexciting birthdays... not the birthdays particularly but the age. When you are 16 you get to drive, 18 you get to vote, 21 you are officially an adult, ect... 22 there is nothing exciting about that age, nothing really changes. But nonetheless, I had a wonderful birthday. My roommate Randi, made me a fantastic zebra birthday cake. She is so talented!
In November I got to go to California with the Brousseau's. It was a blast! They got us all the City Pass. It included a 3day park hopper to California Adventure and Disneyland, and a day at sea world, the san diego zoo, and Universal Studios. My favorite had to be Universal Studios. I don't know if I was just old when I first went to Disneyland, or because I have only been with kids, or maybe I am just heartless, but I have never been that impressed with Disneyland. The shows there were magical though. I love that during the holidays they have it "snow" during the fireworks.
And lastly, I started dating someone. This is Jordan. I finally trapped someone into being with me haha. Really though I am so lucky, he treats me so well. We met in October and talked and hung out pretty consistently during November. He's really funny, I love talking to him, and he is a good listener, I feel bad sometimes because I am used to having to repeat pretty much everything I say to guys at least 3 times, and he remembers everything so sometimes I tell him things more than once. Oh well. Anyway, usually I am pretty excited to be with him but sometimes I get a little anxiety, probably because I haven't dated someone in years. We'll see how it goes.
Anyways, that's pretty much all that has been going on, I am excited to come home for christmas and see all of you! Love you!!
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Sorry Everyone
I've just realized that there have been several odd comments on recent posts and I would just like to apologize about me complaining about dating in the last few posts. So I would like to take this opportunity to share the good things about my life.
I have a wonderful family that cares for me and is always there to listen, give wonderful advice and just chat to catch up.
I have 2 fantastic roommates that I love hanging out with.
I have the opportunity to take piano lessons again and work on a potential talent.
I have skills that I am able to use almost daily to serve those around me such as hair cutting and sewing.
I have 2 jobs that keep me busy but are great because I am able to support myself.
My car works and does not give me any problems
I have the gospel in my life and I know the happiness that comes from living the standards set forth from the church.
I have 4 children (nannying) that remind me to be better always (like wear my seatbelt)
I have plenty of opportunities to serve those around me
I can afford the food that I like to eat.
My sisters taught me how to cook.
Being able to take dance.
Going to institute.
Having a temple so close to me
living in the gorgeous apt that i do.
having money to play a little (Footloose on friday! WOOHOO)
Anyways the list could go on and on because I am so blessed. While I am sorry for complaining. I am not sorry for the way that I feel. It's frustrating to see all my friends getting married or having babies and feel a little alone in that aspect. I know that I should enjoy my single life and trust me I take advantage of that all the time but a deeper more meaningful relationship would be better over that anyday. That is all :)
I have a wonderful family that cares for me and is always there to listen, give wonderful advice and just chat to catch up.
I have 2 fantastic roommates that I love hanging out with.
I have the opportunity to take piano lessons again and work on a potential talent.
I have skills that I am able to use almost daily to serve those around me such as hair cutting and sewing.
I have 2 jobs that keep me busy but are great because I am able to support myself.
My car works and does not give me any problems
I have the gospel in my life and I know the happiness that comes from living the standards set forth from the church.
I have 4 children (nannying) that remind me to be better always (like wear my seatbelt)
I have plenty of opportunities to serve those around me
I can afford the food that I like to eat.
My sisters taught me how to cook.
Being able to take dance.
Going to institute.
Having a temple so close to me
living in the gorgeous apt that i do.
having money to play a little (Footloose on friday! WOOHOO)
Anyways the list could go on and on because I am so blessed. While I am sorry for complaining. I am not sorry for the way that I feel. It's frustrating to see all my friends getting married or having babies and feel a little alone in that aspect. I know that I should enjoy my single life and trust me I take advantage of that all the time but a deeper more meaningful relationship would be better over that anyday. That is all :)
Saturday, October 8, 2011
and the good times roll on,
A conversation I had at work tonight with my Manager Tyler:
Me "Why aren't there any guys that want to date me?"
Tyler "Cuz guys are dumb"
Me "I take it back. I could find a guy to date, the problem is I am so dang picky"
Tyler "That's cuz you are a girl"
True
I see all my friends go through boyfriend after boyfriend and I think why can't I have that. But then I realize that I could. If i really wanted a boyfriend then I would just date any guy that came along. It wouldn't be a big deal. But I am not looking for just any relationship. I am looking for something serious and lasting. One that could potentially progress into something more. And I guess those are hard to find.. OR I am too picky.
Me "Why aren't there any guys that want to date me?"
Tyler "Cuz guys are dumb"
Me "I take it back. I could find a guy to date, the problem is I am so dang picky"
Tyler "That's cuz you are a girl"
True
I see all my friends go through boyfriend after boyfriend and I think why can't I have that. But then I realize that I could. If i really wanted a boyfriend then I would just date any guy that came along. It wouldn't be a big deal. But I am not looking for just any relationship. I am looking for something serious and lasting. One that could potentially progress into something more. And I guess those are hard to find.. OR I am too picky.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Provo Life
After a request from Katt I decided that it was time to post on my blog again but I would like to point out that everyone else has been slacking a little in these parts recently (except Dawn)
I just got done moving into a new place in Provo. It has the reputation for tools and rich girls but it's where i feel like I should be and I know what happens when i don't listen. So here I am and I actually like it here quite a bit. Everyone here is really nice and while church seems a little bit like a fashion show for some girls, it really is genuinely a super social, great ward. I really like it so far. And Tyra and Randi, my new roommates are awesome. We try and do a lot of things together.
When moving the thought always crosses my mind that I can become whoever I want to be with the new place. Last apt that I moved into I got the reputation of having a lot of guys so I made it a point to just be friends with everyone here and change some of my mannerisms. I know that my personality is a little flirty so I wasn't trying to change that but the touching or the spending time with one guy or the looks or whatever else I could consciencely change I have been trying to. And I think that I was doing a pretty good job of it. But there was a guy. A gorgeous guy. That was giving me a lot of attention. Well we ended up kissing yesterday and now I am confused. Another girl told me today that he is all over everyone. Figures. I am never good enough here.
Well that is Provo life. Don't move here if you ever want to be the best at anything because you will fail.
I just got done moving into a new place in Provo. It has the reputation for tools and rich girls but it's where i feel like I should be and I know what happens when i don't listen. So here I am and I actually like it here quite a bit. Everyone here is really nice and while church seems a little bit like a fashion show for some girls, it really is genuinely a super social, great ward. I really like it so far. And Tyra and Randi, my new roommates are awesome. We try and do a lot of things together.
When moving the thought always crosses my mind that I can become whoever I want to be with the new place. Last apt that I moved into I got the reputation of having a lot of guys so I made it a point to just be friends with everyone here and change some of my mannerisms. I know that my personality is a little flirty so I wasn't trying to change that but the touching or the spending time with one guy or the looks or whatever else I could consciencely change I have been trying to. And I think that I was doing a pretty good job of it. But there was a guy. A gorgeous guy. That was giving me a lot of attention. Well we ended up kissing yesterday and now I am confused. Another girl told me today that he is all over everyone. Figures. I am never good enough here.
Well that is Provo life. Don't move here if you ever want to be the best at anything because you will fail.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
16. My First Kiss
For all of those that know me... You know that I don't remember my first kiss.. when do you start counting when you started so young :)
I've kissed more than my share of guys, many of which I do not remember that well or they weren't that special. (they drop me off and kiss me at the door) So I've decided that I would instead write about my LAST first kiss.
It is rare that Andrea, Savanna and I have a night off together. On those rare occasions we try and do things together. Since Andrea's friend, Salesi, was in town, and Savanna is dating someone we decided that we would do a triple date. Salesi set me up on a blind date with one of his old mission companions.
The date was fun, we went to dinner and then back to our place and played games. It was just chill. Savanna's date had to leave so rest of us put on a movie. We were sitting next to each other and towards the end of the film he leaved over and kissed me. Then a thought entered my mind, I asked, "Do you know what my name is" He didn't. lol. I knew his. It was pretty funny. There is one name that he won't forget.
I've kissed more than my share of guys, many of which I do not remember that well or they weren't that special. (they drop me off and kiss me at the door) So I've decided that I would instead write about my LAST first kiss.
It is rare that Andrea, Savanna and I have a night off together. On those rare occasions we try and do things together. Since Andrea's friend, Salesi, was in town, and Savanna is dating someone we decided that we would do a triple date. Salesi set me up on a blind date with one of his old mission companions.
The date was fun, we went to dinner and then back to our place and played games. It was just chill. Savanna's date had to leave so rest of us put on a movie. We were sitting next to each other and towards the end of the film he leaved over and kissed me. Then a thought entered my mind, I asked, "Do you know what my name is" He didn't. lol. I knew his. It was pretty funny. There is one name that he won't forget.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Just let me complain for a minute. k?
basically boys suck.
Big time.
January 2011, my Stake President gives me the advice to get married because serving a mission for the LDS church is not available to me. I am bitter about it for 2 weeks to a month. In that time I got a blessing from my bishop and he said that I should keep my eyes open for a relationship but not all other doors are closed to me. And I talk to my dad. He says that I should at least take dating more seriously.
So I humble myself. They are right after all. I haven't taken a relationship seriously since... ever. I worked on it and worked on it. And worked on it some more and I think that I am getting pretty good at it.
I opened my mind and heart to several men along the way. But Karma is real and it is a brat. BIG TIME! The first I was interested in getting to know better decided that he was confused about an ex-fiance. whoopie! He went back to her eventually, but he told me tonight that they are really over.. yeah right. So I kept my eyes open and found someone else. Him and I hung out pretty constantly for 2 months or so and I really liked him a lot. It was coming to the point when I would need to decide to date him or not (with both these guys there was always one other person on the side-old habits) I would have dated him but then one day he comes over and he says that he met someone in vegas 2 weeks before. Suck. But earlier that same night someone else entered my life again wanting to try dating again cuz he and his ex-girlfriend were done for reals.
I really saw potential with this guy. He is super sweet, but not sappy. Funny and fun, likes the same kind of music, create, athletic, spiritual, attractive. And he seemed to really like me back. But then he took his ex out on a date and told me about it (my roommate happened to be at the same restaurant with them) i was not comfortable with that. "but we are just friends" BS. that's all I have to say about that. Potential down the drain. We're moving to the same apt complex in the fall and it's a good thing i purposefully didn't move into his ward.
Why can't life just work out. Why can't boys be less dumb. I am tired of these games i just want to move on with my life and it's not working. So I am formally telling any guys that i mistreated that i am sorry and i hope you forgive me. Maybe karma will be on myside after this.
Big time.
January 2011, my Stake President gives me the advice to get married because serving a mission for the LDS church is not available to me. I am bitter about it for 2 weeks to a month. In that time I got a blessing from my bishop and he said that I should keep my eyes open for a relationship but not all other doors are closed to me. And I talk to my dad. He says that I should at least take dating more seriously.
So I humble myself. They are right after all. I haven't taken a relationship seriously since... ever. I worked on it and worked on it. And worked on it some more and I think that I am getting pretty good at it.
I opened my mind and heart to several men along the way. But Karma is real and it is a brat. BIG TIME! The first I was interested in getting to know better decided that he was confused about an ex-fiance. whoopie! He went back to her eventually, but he told me tonight that they are really over.. yeah right. So I kept my eyes open and found someone else. Him and I hung out pretty constantly for 2 months or so and I really liked him a lot. It was coming to the point when I would need to decide to date him or not (with both these guys there was always one other person on the side-old habits) I would have dated him but then one day he comes over and he says that he met someone in vegas 2 weeks before. Suck. But earlier that same night someone else entered my life again wanting to try dating again cuz he and his ex-girlfriend were done for reals.
I really saw potential with this guy. He is super sweet, but not sappy. Funny and fun, likes the same kind of music, create, athletic, spiritual, attractive. And he seemed to really like me back. But then he took his ex out on a date and told me about it (my roommate happened to be at the same restaurant with them) i was not comfortable with that. "but we are just friends" BS. that's all I have to say about that. Potential down the drain. We're moving to the same apt complex in the fall and it's a good thing i purposefully didn't move into his ward.
Why can't life just work out. Why can't boys be less dumb. I am tired of these games i just want to move on with my life and it's not working. So I am formally telling any guys that i mistreated that i am sorry and i hope you forgive me. Maybe karma will be on myside after this.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
15. My Dreams
Dreams.
There are several ways that someone could take that.
Night dreams, big dreams (fantasies), planned dreams, and perfect dreams.
The first are the ones that everyone supposedly has every night but rarely remembers. I can only remember a handful as far back as I can remember and they usually had to do with marriage or dinosaurs. Yeah I am a weirdo, but you like it. I guess I only remember the ones that are emotional and traumatic. (I could never watch jurassic park as a child and when I dreamed about them I could never get back to sleep for a long time) Even though they are few and far between I am glad that I remember some of what my subconscious thinks about when my brain is off.
The second, big dreams, are ones that you always plan on accomplishing, like sky diving, which I will do someday. I am ridiculously scared of heights but I love the thrill of being scared. Last week dre, sav, and I went with some other friends to Knott's Berry Farm and I can go on any ride no big deal EXCEPT for the ones that take you up and then drop you... Those are terrifying.
Then we have planned dreams like what I want to do when I grow up. Up until recently I was not sure what I wanted to do. I had a dream plan and then that went down the drain so I have been working on another for the last few months and I think that I have finally figured out what that is. I am going back to beauty school :). I feel really good about this decision and the Brousseaus said that they would work with me so that I would still be able to work for them while going back to school. That should take me 6 months to a year to finish and then I would like to go back to school to get my bachelors in... something. I just want one really. I also would like to be certified in being a zumba instructor. I think that that is actually want I want to do with my life. I won't get into my planned dreams with boy except that I have been working on dating more seriously and it is super frustrating. Karma is a brat. That's all I got to say about that. BUT I would really like to find a relationship sometime in the near future.
And last we have our perfect dreams, ones where we see ourselves in the perfect. They represent the ideal in this life, angelic children, health and wealth, the perfect husband, ect. I guess mine includes a big house that is decorated to invite the spirit into my home. 7 wonderful children that bring me so much joy. A loving husband that is there for me always and forever and still likes to have adventures and makes me laugh. I still stay in contact with my best friends from high school and college. Living in Az close to my family would be nice because I sure to miss them quite a bit. A huge part of my perfect dream would be that I am sealed to my family and we are all working towards becoming more like Christ so that we can all make it to the celestial kingdom.. that actually applies to all my family. I love you guys
Dream big everyone. Because even if you miss the magical castles in the sky you will still land among the stars.
There are several ways that someone could take that.
Night dreams, big dreams (fantasies), planned dreams, and perfect dreams.
The first are the ones that everyone supposedly has every night but rarely remembers. I can only remember a handful as far back as I can remember and they usually had to do with marriage or dinosaurs. Yeah I am a weirdo, but you like it. I guess I only remember the ones that are emotional and traumatic. (I could never watch jurassic park as a child and when I dreamed about them I could never get back to sleep for a long time) Even though they are few and far between I am glad that I remember some of what my subconscious thinks about when my brain is off.
The second, big dreams, are ones that you always plan on accomplishing, like sky diving, which I will do someday. I am ridiculously scared of heights but I love the thrill of being scared. Last week dre, sav, and I went with some other friends to Knott's Berry Farm and I can go on any ride no big deal EXCEPT for the ones that take you up and then drop you... Those are terrifying.
Then we have planned dreams like what I want to do when I grow up. Up until recently I was not sure what I wanted to do. I had a dream plan and then that went down the drain so I have been working on another for the last few months and I think that I have finally figured out what that is. I am going back to beauty school :). I feel really good about this decision and the Brousseaus said that they would work with me so that I would still be able to work for them while going back to school. That should take me 6 months to a year to finish and then I would like to go back to school to get my bachelors in... something. I just want one really. I also would like to be certified in being a zumba instructor. I think that that is actually want I want to do with my life. I won't get into my planned dreams with boy except that I have been working on dating more seriously and it is super frustrating. Karma is a brat. That's all I got to say about that. BUT I would really like to find a relationship sometime in the near future.
And last we have our perfect dreams, ones where we see ourselves in the perfect. They represent the ideal in this life, angelic children, health and wealth, the perfect husband, ect. I guess mine includes a big house that is decorated to invite the spirit into my home. 7 wonderful children that bring me so much joy. A loving husband that is there for me always and forever and still likes to have adventures and makes me laugh. I still stay in contact with my best friends from high school and college. Living in Az close to my family would be nice because I sure to miss them quite a bit. A huge part of my perfect dream would be that I am sealed to my family and we are all working towards becoming more like Christ so that we can all make it to the celestial kingdom.. that actually applies to all my family. I love you guys
Dream big everyone. Because even if you miss the magical castles in the sky you will still land among the stars.
Monday, April 11, 2011
14. What you wore today.
Well let me just tell you I looked freaking cute today. I went shopping yesterday with emma cuz I really wanted some new jeans... I had to go up a size. It sucks getting old. But today I wore a gray tube top, knee length dress, black cardigan, and my gray and black star vans, chill but fun. When I got home from work I changed again into my new dark denim jeans, a black and purple floral tank, purple cardigan, and same shoes as before.
Yeah i know that was exciting to read..
I also cut my hair today... well really all i did was style it so that I felt cuter wearing it short. I like it now.
Yeah i know that was exciting to read..
I also cut my hair today... well really all i did was style it so that I felt cuter wearing it short. I like it now.
Friday, April 8, 2011
13. Your Week
I am almost half way there then I can blog about something else!! whoo hoo!! lol I am excited!
So this week is pretty nomal
Monday- got back from Cali at 5am. Went to bed and then woke up at 830 to get to work. I worked with the kids all day and then went to dance at 7-9. It was a lot better this week than past ones (we actually worked on our dances) When I got home Tommy came to pick me up and we went back to his place to watch a movie but really we fell asleep on the love sac.
Tuesday- Work with the kids until 5 and then I worked at fatcats from 630-1030. It was a short shift tonight. Nothing that interested happened there.
Wednesday- Work at the Brousseaus, came home and got ready for my date with Patrick. We went to a pizza place for dinner, and then a place where you paint plates, cups, bowls, ect. I just got back from that. It was a lot of fun.
Thursday- Work at the Brousseau's. Then I work at fatcats from 6-11.
Friday- Work at the Brousseau's. as of right now I do not have plans for Friday night.
Saturday- Work from 10am -8pm at fatcats. Making the big bucks :)
Yes I know I work a lot. I should probably find more time to build relationships with those around me.
So this week is pretty nomal
Monday- got back from Cali at 5am. Went to bed and then woke up at 830 to get to work. I worked with the kids all day and then went to dance at 7-9. It was a lot better this week than past ones (we actually worked on our dances) When I got home Tommy came to pick me up and we went back to his place to watch a movie but really we fell asleep on the love sac.
Tuesday- Work with the kids until 5 and then I worked at fatcats from 630-1030. It was a short shift tonight. Nothing that interested happened there.
Wednesday- Work at the Brousseaus, came home and got ready for my date with Patrick. We went to a pizza place for dinner, and then a place where you paint plates, cups, bowls, ect. I just got back from that. It was a lot of fun.
Thursday- Work at the Brousseau's. Then I work at fatcats from 6-11.
Friday- Work at the Brousseau's. as of right now I do not have plans for Friday night.
Saturday- Work from 10am -8pm at fatcats. Making the big bucks :)
Yes I know I work a lot. I should probably find more time to build relationships with those around me.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
12. What's in your bag
Let me just say. I hate purses but since clothing designers insist on making girls pants tight with small pockets there is not much choice as to carrying them because we need our wallets (which are HUGE), our phones (which are getting bigger), house keys cuz roommates lock the door, and of course lip gloss... can you image all that in those tini tiny girl pants. Yeah not gonna happen.
I will say that my purse does hold a lot of special things for me. Right now the list of things contained in my bag of secrets is
wallet (2 credit cards, 1 debit card, and $6)
make up bag.
face lotion.
finger nail clippers
several needles in the lining that I can't get out
a purple pair of sunglasses
hair extensions
comb
gum
keys
lots of change
1 pen
deck of cards
2 hair ties
4 lip glosses
and 2 pairs of panties :)
i get ready at work, i hope that explains some of the random stuff ha ha
I will say that my purse does hold a lot of special things for me. Right now the list of things contained in my bag of secrets is
wallet (2 credit cards, 1 debit card, and $6)
make up bag.
face lotion.
finger nail clippers
several needles in the lining that I can't get out
a purple pair of sunglasses
hair extensions
comb
gum
keys
lots of change
1 pen
deck of cards
2 hair ties
4 lip glosses
and 2 pairs of panties :)
i get ready at work, i hope that explains some of the random stuff ha ha
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
11. My Siblings.
Well this might take a while since I have several siblings....like 8 of them. They are all wonderful in their own unique and individual way. They are my best friends and I love them so much.
DAWN
Dawn is my oldest sibling. She has been an example to me from the beginning. (Sometimes I decided to make my own mistakes though... bad choice on my part) She has always been so beautiful and she is Super stylish. She is a wonderful cook... I've never had anything at her house that I didn't like. She hates animals, I think that I learned that from her. She has 5 wonderful children who are so talented and a husband that loves her so much. She is so spiritually strong and has a wonderful testimony. I go to her for advice about a lot of things. She is such a strength to me. Dawn is always there for me and once let me live at her house for a month. But seriously, she has the most comfy couches.
Rachael
She is the hardest worker that I have every known. She is so giving with everything that she has, her time, cars, things, money. I think that I have spent more time with Rachael than I have any other sibling. She taught me how to cook and how to sew. She was the one that taught me the piano (she is an amazing pianist.) She works a lot and gives many people in my family jobs. She loves to go riding and to spend time with her family. She has 2 very smart children. Rachael can build anything if you just draw it for her so some might say that she is a tomboy but she knows how to get dressed up and party. Well really she can pretty much do anything. She is like the jack of all trades.
ADAM
Adam-chick as my father likes to call him... I'm not really sure why though. He is a ladies man. As far back as I can remember all the girls always wanted him. He is always trying new things to make money, one had to do with computers, another some kind of plant ;)... and there are soo many more. He is obsessed with riding and he is really good at it. He will help anyone with their cars. He tries to act all hard and tough but I know that he has one of the sweetest hearts in the family. He loves everyone and tries to show them that. He as 2 children, and well they are a little crazy, they are a crack up, especially that Elexa. He also loves Mountain Dew. It's pretty much all that he drinks.
KATT
She is the party animal of the group. If I was every looking for someone to have some fun with I would probably call her. She is probably the strongest in the family and can face any challenge that comes her way. She won't put up with crap from anyone. She is the craziest with her styles and does whatever she wants. She LOVES little bows and wears them often. She has a loving son that is always super excited to see me and a fat baby... like a sumo wrestler. She is great.
AND this is were I am inserted but I talk about me a lot so we'll skip that.
PAUL
He is so talented. He is so giving with him time and his talents. He went to school for collision repair and he is FANTASTIC at it. He is super creative and can do pretty much anything. He is really good at BMX street style. I don't know if it is actually called something. I was always so impressed with the tricks that he is capable of. Actually he is just good at anything he tries really that's trick stuff, like off walls, on trampolines, bikes, motocyles, maybe he is just super crazy and doesn't care if he breaks something but I admire him so much for being so fearless.
EMILEE
She is the sweet on in the family. She cares so much for everyone and their needs. She gives so much of her time to serve those around her and make sure that they are happy. She is much more in tune to people's feeling and tries hard not to hurt others. She is a wonderful singer and I expect to see her as an LDS artist one day or in the MOTAB choir. Yeah she is that good. She is a really good actress and fantastic at accents. "Roll your windows up it's cold outside!!" imagine that in a chinese accent... HILARIOUS. She is really good at car dancing.
BEN
Probably the most street smart of us all. For some reason he always has the weirdest things in his possession. He can get a genius to trade him a sports care for a toy car. I'm not sure how but he can. He loves new technology. He always seems to have the latest thing, i'm not sure how but I sure do wish I had that skill. He is really good at computer games and he is always on facebook when I am visiting.
JULIA
She is the baby of the family. I remember when she was born and she was the cutest baby ever. Now she is a young woman and it weirds me out. She loves to read and she is really good with the nieces and nephews. She is just like my mom. She is a wonderful help to my mom and does everything that she can for her. She is really loving and loves to hug.
There are many of you that share qualities but I just pointed out the one that most describes you. The thing about families is that sometimes we butt heads and fight but just forgive because you are gonna be a family forever and we need each other. We may have way different personalities but they compliment each other well and they each bring something new and exciting to the table. I love my family with all my heart and I miss them terribly.
DAWN
Dawn is my oldest sibling. She has been an example to me from the beginning. (Sometimes I decided to make my own mistakes though... bad choice on my part) She has always been so beautiful and she is Super stylish. She is a wonderful cook... I've never had anything at her house that I didn't like. She hates animals, I think that I learned that from her. She has 5 wonderful children who are so talented and a husband that loves her so much. She is so spiritually strong and has a wonderful testimony. I go to her for advice about a lot of things. She is such a strength to me. Dawn is always there for me and once let me live at her house for a month. But seriously, she has the most comfy couches.
Rachael
She is the hardest worker that I have every known. She is so giving with everything that she has, her time, cars, things, money. I think that I have spent more time with Rachael than I have any other sibling. She taught me how to cook and how to sew. She was the one that taught me the piano (she is an amazing pianist.) She works a lot and gives many people in my family jobs. She loves to go riding and to spend time with her family. She has 2 very smart children. Rachael can build anything if you just draw it for her so some might say that she is a tomboy but she knows how to get dressed up and party. Well really she can pretty much do anything. She is like the jack of all trades.
ADAM
Adam-chick as my father likes to call him... I'm not really sure why though. He is a ladies man. As far back as I can remember all the girls always wanted him. He is always trying new things to make money, one had to do with computers, another some kind of plant ;)... and there are soo many more. He is obsessed with riding and he is really good at it. He will help anyone with their cars. He tries to act all hard and tough but I know that he has one of the sweetest hearts in the family. He loves everyone and tries to show them that. He as 2 children, and well they are a little crazy, they are a crack up, especially that Elexa. He also loves Mountain Dew. It's pretty much all that he drinks.
KATT
She is the party animal of the group. If I was every looking for someone to have some fun with I would probably call her. She is probably the strongest in the family and can face any challenge that comes her way. She won't put up with crap from anyone. She is the craziest with her styles and does whatever she wants. She LOVES little bows and wears them often. She has a loving son that is always super excited to see me and a fat baby... like a sumo wrestler. She is great.
AND this is were I am inserted but I talk about me a lot so we'll skip that.
PAUL
He is so talented. He is so giving with him time and his talents. He went to school for collision repair and he is FANTASTIC at it. He is super creative and can do pretty much anything. He is really good at BMX street style. I don't know if it is actually called something. I was always so impressed with the tricks that he is capable of. Actually he is just good at anything he tries really that's trick stuff, like off walls, on trampolines, bikes, motocyles, maybe he is just super crazy and doesn't care if he breaks something but I admire him so much for being so fearless.
EMILEE
She is the sweet on in the family. She cares so much for everyone and their needs. She gives so much of her time to serve those around her and make sure that they are happy. She is much more in tune to people's feeling and tries hard not to hurt others. She is a wonderful singer and I expect to see her as an LDS artist one day or in the MOTAB choir. Yeah she is that good. She is a really good actress and fantastic at accents. "Roll your windows up it's cold outside!!" imagine that in a chinese accent... HILARIOUS. She is really good at car dancing.
BEN
Probably the most street smart of us all. For some reason he always has the weirdest things in his possession. He can get a genius to trade him a sports care for a toy car. I'm not sure how but he can. He loves new technology. He always seems to have the latest thing, i'm not sure how but I sure do wish I had that skill. He is really good at computer games and he is always on facebook when I am visiting.
JULIA
She is the baby of the family. I remember when she was born and she was the cutest baby ever. Now she is a young woman and it weirds me out. She loves to read and she is really good with the nieces and nephews. She is just like my mom. She is a wonderful help to my mom and does everything that she can for her. She is really loving and loves to hug.
There are many of you that share qualities but I just pointed out the one that most describes you. The thing about families is that sometimes we butt heads and fight but just forgive because you are gonna be a family forever and we need each other. We may have way different personalities but they compliment each other well and they each bring something new and exciting to the table. I love my family with all my heart and I miss them terribly.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
10. What you wore today.
Well this is a lame one.
I wore some clothes that for sure :)
Jeans, an aeropostal shirt, and tennis shoes. That's what I usually wear to work at the Brousseau's though. I have a lot of aeropostal shirts now because they are so cheap and I have stained several of my nicer shirts from the kids.
Well that was a super exciting one. :P
I wore some clothes that for sure :)
Jeans, an aeropostal shirt, and tennis shoes. That's what I usually wear to work at the Brousseau's though. I have a lot of aeropostal shirts now because they are so cheap and I have stained several of my nicer shirts from the kids.
Well that was a super exciting one. :P
Monday, April 4, 2011
9. My Beliefs
I am going to finish what I started!!
My beliefs.
I feel that beliefs come from experiences that we are blessed with and knowledge that we have sought out. Not everyone has the same beliefs because of this reason but we do all believe something.
I have a testimony of Jesus Christ, of the truthfulness of his gospel, and of the love of God for his children
I believe the Book of Mormon to be the word of God that compliments and restates the teachings taught in the Bible.
I believe that through the Atonement all things can be resolved and we can grow towards perfection.
I believe that you have some control over who you fall in love with.
I believe that music can uplift you or it can bring you down.
I believe that knowledge is power and that we must study and learn all that we can.
I believe that families can be together forever.
I believe that parents should be your heros and your siblings should be your best friends.
I believe that we are blessed with talents to enrich the lives and serve others with.
I believe that we are faced with challenges so that we can be stronger from them.
I believe in the power of pray and that God really does hear and answer them.
I believe that we make our own happiness.
I believe in 2nd chances and that people can change.
I KNOW that my Redeemer lives.
My beliefs.
I feel that beliefs come from experiences that we are blessed with and knowledge that we have sought out. Not everyone has the same beliefs because of this reason but we do all believe something.
I have a testimony of Jesus Christ, of the truthfulness of his gospel, and of the love of God for his children
I believe the Book of Mormon to be the word of God that compliments and restates the teachings taught in the Bible.
I believe that through the Atonement all things can be resolved and we can grow towards perfection.
I believe that you have some control over who you fall in love with.
I believe that music can uplift you or it can bring you down.
I believe that knowledge is power and that we must study and learn all that we can.
I believe that families can be together forever.
I believe that parents should be your heros and your siblings should be your best friends.
I believe that we are blessed with talents to enrich the lives and serve others with.
I believe that we are faced with challenges so that we can be stronger from them.
I believe in the power of pray and that God really does hear and answer them.
I believe that we make our own happiness.
I believe in 2nd chances and that people can change.
I KNOW that my Redeemer lives.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
8. A moment
A Moment.
Any Moment?
There are so many moments to choose from in life.....
I was still attending Eastern Arizona, sitting in institute when a thought came to mind, "I should move to Utah." ridiculous huh?! There was nothing for me in Utah. I didn't have any friends there, I couldn't go to school, I didn't have a job, none of my family was there. There was nothing for me in Utah. So I ignored it.
A few months later I had the same thought, "I should move to Utah." I gave it a little more thought this time. The summer was coming and it seemed like a grand idea to move there for the summer and see how it went. So I started looking for places to live, called a few places to ask them questions, started looking for a job. And them I chickened out. I wanted to badly to be around for Eastern Arizona's dance concert that they were supposed to have that October. So I stayed and planned on going back there after the summer.
I spent the summer with my family and it was wonderful. Then it was time for me to go back to school. I was leaving on Thursday and the Sunday before my mom suggested that I prayed about it once more before I leave. So I did, and I felt fine about it. Thursday I was packing my car to leave and every box I took out to my AWESOME '83 Volvo (man I miss that car) I would think "Don't move there." "You're gonna be miserable." "You should have listened and moved to Utah." It was awful. And the thoughts were right. It was the worst, most unproductive semester I ever had.
I decided at that point that there was probably more to this thought than just random thinking on my part. So I planned on moving to Utah and it worked out wonderfully. I was able to move in with Savanna because her roommate, Kortney, was getting married. I haven't been so happy than I have been here. I know that this is where I am supposed to be. At times when I doubt a little, I am reassured by a simple feeling or thought letting me know that I am where I am supposed to be, doing what I need to be doing. I love those moments. They are the best.
Any Moment?
There are so many moments to choose from in life.....
I was still attending Eastern Arizona, sitting in institute when a thought came to mind, "I should move to Utah." ridiculous huh?! There was nothing for me in Utah. I didn't have any friends there, I couldn't go to school, I didn't have a job, none of my family was there. There was nothing for me in Utah. So I ignored it.
A few months later I had the same thought, "I should move to Utah." I gave it a little more thought this time. The summer was coming and it seemed like a grand idea to move there for the summer and see how it went. So I started looking for places to live, called a few places to ask them questions, started looking for a job. And them I chickened out. I wanted to badly to be around for Eastern Arizona's dance concert that they were supposed to have that October. So I stayed and planned on going back there after the summer.
I spent the summer with my family and it was wonderful. Then it was time for me to go back to school. I was leaving on Thursday and the Sunday before my mom suggested that I prayed about it once more before I leave. So I did, and I felt fine about it. Thursday I was packing my car to leave and every box I took out to my AWESOME '83 Volvo (man I miss that car) I would think "Don't move there." "You're gonna be miserable." "You should have listened and moved to Utah." It was awful. And the thoughts were right. It was the worst, most unproductive semester I ever had.
I decided at that point that there was probably more to this thought than just random thinking on my part. So I planned on moving to Utah and it worked out wonderfully. I was able to move in with Savanna because her roommate, Kortney, was getting married. I haven't been so happy than I have been here. I know that this is where I am supposed to be. At times when I doubt a little, I am reassured by a simple feeling or thought letting me know that I am where I am supposed to be, doing what I need to be doing. I love those moments. They are the best.
Monday, March 7, 2011
7. My Best Friend
Best Friends. It's not something that I call everyone. Actually I call most people acquaintances. :) I have friends, people that come over and hang out for a while, but a best friend. They are something special and hard to come by in many cases. I have been fortunate to be blessed with several. Just being born into my family I was blessed with 5...
#1. My wonderful sisters. I think that I have been in a fight or argument with almost every one of them but that is what makes them great. We forgive each other and then we are good again. People say that you are always family but that does not mean that you are always friends. My sisters are people that I can turn to for anything. They are so smart and helping in every aspect of their lives. I will talk more about each of them with I talk about my siblings.
#2. My Current roommates. They are such good examples to me of spiritually strong women. They set such a high standard to live up to and they reach down and help me up to it. I think that that is an important attribute of a best friend. They will accept you for who you are but they expect the best out of you and will do anything they can to help you achieve that. I am so grateful that I have had the opportunity to live and get to know them better. They have changed me for good.
#3. Amanda Howard. We met when I was 18 and she was 24. It was love at first sight... :) We were in the same english class and one day we decided to hang out. We realized that we had a lot in common and from their our friendship blossomed. While her and I did not get to spend a lot of time actually together, we didn't need that. Once we are together it's like we were never apart. I was the maid of honor at her wedding and now she has a little bun in the over. I'm so excited for her!!
#4. Emma Johnson. We hung out every day during high school. We had so much in common and yet so little. She is an amazing woman. Emma always knew where she was going in life, always had her head on straight but she was so HILARIOUS. We could talk for hours and still have everything to talk about. We got along so well. I miss this girl like crazy! She is also married.
And last but not least. #5. Alex Johnson. He was probably my closest best friend. He accepted me for everything that I fell short in. He loved me for all my faults and could see my potential. We fought more when we were apart than when we were together, mostly because of jealously. He was always there for him when I needed him and I tried my best to be there for him. I am afraid that I fell short on that also. We don't talk anymore but I still feel like he is one of my best friends, which is why i included him.
Thanks everyone for being such a fantastic friend. I hope that be the same for you.
#1. My wonderful sisters. I think that I have been in a fight or argument with almost every one of them but that is what makes them great. We forgive each other and then we are good again. People say that you are always family but that does not mean that you are always friends. My sisters are people that I can turn to for anything. They are so smart and helping in every aspect of their lives. I will talk more about each of them with I talk about my siblings.
#2. My Current roommates. They are such good examples to me of spiritually strong women. They set such a high standard to live up to and they reach down and help me up to it. I think that that is an important attribute of a best friend. They will accept you for who you are but they expect the best out of you and will do anything they can to help you achieve that. I am so grateful that I have had the opportunity to live and get to know them better. They have changed me for good.
#3. Amanda Howard. We met when I was 18 and she was 24. It was love at first sight... :) We were in the same english class and one day we decided to hang out. We realized that we had a lot in common and from their our friendship blossomed. While her and I did not get to spend a lot of time actually together, we didn't need that. Once we are together it's like we were never apart. I was the maid of honor at her wedding and now she has a little bun in the over. I'm so excited for her!!
#4. Emma Johnson. We hung out every day during high school. We had so much in common and yet so little. She is an amazing woman. Emma always knew where she was going in life, always had her head on straight but she was so HILARIOUS. We could talk for hours and still have everything to talk about. We got along so well. I miss this girl like crazy! She is also married.
And last but not least. #5. Alex Johnson. He was probably my closest best friend. He accepted me for everything that I fell short in. He loved me for all my faults and could see my potential. We fought more when we were apart than when we were together, mostly because of jealously. He was always there for him when I needed him and I tried my best to be there for him. I am afraid that I fell short on that also. We don't talk anymore but I still feel like he is one of my best friends, which is why i included him.
Thanks everyone for being such a fantastic friend. I hope that be the same for you.
Saturday, March 5, 2011
6. My Day
My day started out pretty normal. I went to bed at 3:30 and then when my alarm went off at 8:05 am I pushed the sleep until 8:25. (I need to be leaving at 8:25) I quickly got my stuff that I will need for my later job and go to work.
I was really tired. Gray and I played connect four for a while and Emma and I watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. Then I laid in the sun for a while because it just feels so darn good. Fed the kids lunch (Peanut butter and chocolate chip sandwich, apple, and goldfish) Put the kids down for their nap. While they were taking a nap I swept, vacuumed, did the dishes, laundry, moped, and got ready for work later. All the while I was texting Andrew. I like texting him. He's funny.
I got home from the Brousseau's at 5:40, changed my clothes and was working at Fat Cat's at 6. I was doing food tonight, although I never did get my food handlers card. Oh well. I burned a corn dog and a pizza. I haven't made food there for a while. I got off work at early, at 9:30. Mike came over, we chatted for a little, then went to his place and watched a movie. Now I am home.
Wow that makes my life sound so boring. Sorry guy's I'm tired. Goodnight! :)
I was really tired. Gray and I played connect four for a while and Emma and I watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse. Then I laid in the sun for a while because it just feels so darn good. Fed the kids lunch (Peanut butter and chocolate chip sandwich, apple, and goldfish) Put the kids down for their nap. While they were taking a nap I swept, vacuumed, did the dishes, laundry, moped, and got ready for work later. All the while I was texting Andrew. I like texting him. He's funny.
I got home from the Brousseau's at 5:40, changed my clothes and was working at Fat Cat's at 6. I was doing food tonight, although I never did get my food handlers card. Oh well. I burned a corn dog and a pizza. I haven't made food there for a while. I got off work at early, at 9:30. Mike came over, we chatted for a little, then went to his place and watched a movie. Now I am home.
Wow that makes my life sound so boring. Sorry guy's I'm tired. Goodnight! :)
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